camgeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

BEST DAY bonding EVER!!! =)

2005-10-14T23:59:00.000-07:00

October 14, 2005, last day of our final examinations. We had general psychology and social anthropology. Super uber duper inaabangn ko na yun.. :p bcause I have been experiencing sleepless nights!! *Literally!* har har! :p sabi nga ni mommy, mukha na daw akong panda bear!! :p *the black eyes and stuff.. :p dahil sa eyebags.. :p* har har.. :p

So, after the test we celebrated Claire’s birthday.. :p the real plan was that were going to atc and have a sleep over and stuff.. but since, not all of us were allowed to go, we went to rp instead.. :p (rp à robinson’s place manila.. :p) nakyu… nag jeep kmi papunta dun!! :p I always love commuting (riding jeepneys,buses,etc… ) with friends.. :p I dunno why.. I just enjoy it.. :p hahah.. :p hay… sa jeep, mega kwentuhan nman kmi.. :p as the usual, we were all noisy.. *what’s new?! * parang amin ung jeep.. :p pagdating sa rp, we ate.. :p sa shakey’s … Claire paid our bill.. with her dad’s gc’s.. :p the gc’s looked like play moneys… *cute* hahahha..:p I was with Claire.Pinay.Orma.Char.Roan.Jem.Janelle.. :p hihihi.. :p ang lakas pala naming kumain.. :p we were able to finish 2 party sizes of pizza!!! :p *wow* hahha.. :p bsta.. super saya!!!! Hahhahah.. :p tpos, my our other friends came also. Kris.Billy.Corina.Ope :p masaya kc dumami kmi.. :p ayun.. super dami nming pinaggagawa!! :p we watched a movie.. :p *the gigolo movie* promise benta sya sa akin!!!!! :p hahhahaha.. :p super sya tlga!! :p then.. nag arcade kmi.. pustahan sa shoot out.. :p syempre, si billy ung nananalo parati!!!!!!! Grrr!!!! :p tpos.. ayun.. VIDEOKE!!!! :p hahha.. :p nag videoke kmi.. :p we sang OPM songs.. :p yung mga tipong jologs?! C janelle, she sang halik ng aegis! :p c char, tukso!! :p c corina, I love you babe!! :p ako? Mula sa puso!! :p at c billy, sabi ng puso ko.. :p lahat kmi may video~!!! *sacndal nga raw eh.. :p * si billy ung may pinaka “give na give” na video sa amin.. :p hahhaha.. :p ayun… tpos.. knuha nimn ung pic nmin.. :p then UWIAN na.. :p hihihi.. :p

Uhhhmmm…. After… we went to makati.. :p kumain.. :p hahha.. :p sa mcdo, sa may makati cinema square.. guess kung cno nkita ko? Ka batchmate!! :p c ralph salvilla. :p ayun, nag drive xa nung car nya.. :p nagulat nga ako eh.. kc tinawag nya ako.. naku poh.. akala ko kung cnu.. :p hahah.. :p tpos.. ayun.. nag hanap ng bagong phone.. :p well, di pa nmin binili.. nag hnap lng ng ipapalit sa phone kong super pwede ng ipukpok noh!! :p joke.. :p tpos.. :p kumain kmi ulit.. sa dampa naman.. :p seafoods heaven!!! :p yummy!!! :p as in umaga na ako umuwi.. pero, ok lng… I had FUN!!!!!!! Tpos… nagtxt. :p wala lng.. :p HAPPY mode tlga!! :p

haaay.... love.

2005-10-06T13:10:00.000-07:00

uhhh.... my day is...... >.< get nyo? :p

hinde... wala n kmng zoo... that's why we were off early... but.. i'm here in the library... doin our ecology group work... :p trying to find out kung ano ang kumakain sa frog.... :p grr!!!!!! =)

oh well.. wat happened today? ayun. filipino... we computed our class standing... :p

i got 51% over 60%... uhh... that's i THINK... low.. =/ oh wel...........
after... we had our social anthroplogy class... ayun. as the usual.. reporting... hay...
yun lng naman... =) hahahah.. :p

AFTER... uwian na!!!!!!!!! =)

ano pa ba? :p ayun... inaasar nila akong bitter.. =/ bakit kaya??? !!!! ewan ko ba dun? :( haha..

naku.... ewan.. uhmm.. day ko? di xa ganun ka saya... kasi..............................
ahhh!!!!!! =) hihihihihi...............................................................

cge.... babaushee... :p

*happy birthday janelle!! :p*

still going to be my blog.. :p

2005-10-01T22:08:00.000-07:00

haiii... :p ive decided na mag-stick pa rin sa blog na ito.. :p naku... long story... bsta!!!!! :p hahahha.. :p

kwento kwento kwento.. :p

2005-08-26T04:44:00.000-07:00

marami akong kwento.. :p

sobrang dami.. :p

kaya,...

basahin nyo.. :p

dito...... -->>>>>>> www.bente-uno21.blogspot.com

salamat.. :p kwentuhan tau.. :p

leave the past behind.. :p

2005-08-10T12:30:00.000-07:00

pipol.. i have a new blog!! :p its.. still with blog spot.. i have a new addy..
www.camboo.blogspot.com

tnx.. :p

i lab yah.. :p

CONFUSION... sucks.

2005-07-23T20:31:00.000-07:00

Our family decided to live near my grandma’s house… since my grandma is sick… and she needs company…

From, las pinas… we moved to paranaque… near my grandma’s.. it was really hard movin… since.. our house in las pinas, has lots of memories.. coz, this is where I grew up.. =(

Haai.. days before our movin’ out… I was fixing my things… throwing things that were not needed… or to be donated… then, I saw this black envelope…. I opened it…

Then…..

Haai… it was the envelope where I kept HIS letters and stuff.. =( [when we were still together.. =( ] .. I read all the letters.. I couldn’t stop my tears from fallin’.. =’c

I reminisced. I looked back on our happy memories… how nice our relationship has been.

Then, I had this idea on the back of my head. Ano kaya kung kami pa rin hnggang ngyon?

Lots of questions came into my mind…

Nagsisisi pa rin ba ako?

Akala ko ba o.k. na ako?

Bakit ako ngakakaganito?

But there was this question fighting inside my tiny brain……. Until now, I still haven’t found the answer to it.

Am I just missin’ him?? Or I’m still in love with him??

Haai.. I know before.. I’ve said in my entry… I’m some sort of over him… but why do I get the feeling that I’m still on the SAME GROUND? =(

Uhhhh… I hate this feeling….. I really do.

Confusion sucks.

STILL CONFUSED???? !!!

2005-07-23T17:30:00.000-07:00

After my so called, “confusion day”….-> is there such a thing?? :p [Gad... when was the time I was not confused…: p]

I was in my normal self already.. [minus all the drama and stuff… :p]

And I reconciled all those “unwanted” ideas inside my itty-bitty brain.. :p hihihi.. :p
But, sadly… I’m still looking for the answer of whether I’m still in-love or juz missin’ him.

I think, the answer doesn’t matter anymore… I mean.. it was 5 months ago.. [turning 5 on aug.2 .. :p] who cares? Does anyone still care?? Haai…

And infact, if I continue my insanity.. nothing will happen.. why?

The guy has already moved on with his life… and continuing to find answers would mean, getting inside of his life again… and that’s a very bad idea.. since, his life is, I think already quiet. And he is already happy.. hurting him again.. would be the last thing I’d do..

And besides, this thing is not his problem but mine. Haha. :p and, I’m going to find answers on my own.. :p hahaha.. :p I don’t know when.. haha.. :p
bahala na si papa God.. :p

haai, I know I’ll be settled.. :p hihihi.. :p hahha.. :p

as I’ve sad.. CONFUSION sucks.. :p haha.. :p

uhhh.... brain????

2005-07-07T05:28:00.000-07:00

hi! :p

wala lng... na miss ko lng ung blog ko... that's why i'm updating... though what i'm wrting is just nonsense.. :p

i'm with mr. Lim and pinay.. :p [my blockmates.. :p]

we're here in the library.. researching about neuro Anatomy... :p

cge.. yun lng...

babay.. :p

2005-06-23T22:38:00.000-07:00

haha.. :p the ~colayco eating buddies~ oh yeah! we love to eat.. :p with evan's appetite.. manghihina ka! =) hihi.. =) we love to kid around.. :) --> evan... h.t. ?? eeeewww! :p

2005-06-14T00:21:00.000-07:00

boyfriend ko... � kaso may problema... HINDI NYA ALAM!! :p hahah!! =p haha.. =) ang cute nya noh? :p Go Ali! =) i love mojofly.. =) buy the album! it rocks.. =) *sa uulitin* =)

I WILL LOVE AGAIN.... !!!!! :p

2005-05-28T10:37:00.000-07:00

"I Will Love Again"

Did I ever tell you how you live in meEvery waking moment, even in my dreamsAnd if all this talk is crazyAnd you don't know what I meanDoes it really matterJust as long as I believe

[Chorus:]

I will love againThough my heart is breaking, I will love againStronger than beforeI will love againEven if it takes a lifetime to get over youHeaven only knows, I will love againPeople never tell youThe way they truly feelI would die for you gladlyIf I knew it was for realSo if all this talk sounds crazyAnd the words don't come out rightDoes it really matterIf it gets me through this night

[Chorus]

If I'm true to myself, nobody else can take the place of youBut I've got to move on, tell me what else can I do

[Chorus]

I will love againOne day I know, I will love againYou can't stop me from loving again, breathing againFeeling againI know, one day, I'll love again

lessons learned.. :p

2005-05-28T09:22:00.000-07:00

As told by Camgee.. :p [o dba.. parang cartoons.. :p]

As I told u nga… this summer was very memorable… :p marami akong natutunan.. :p I learned and discovered new things about me.. :p how weak and strong I was… and how I see life.. :p o dba, it’s as if.. I went to a retreat or sumthing.. haha.. :p nope.. :p juz from the people around me, I learned so much already.. :p at sa kaka-muni muni ko at kakaisip.. marami din akong natutunan.. :p as u read this entry, I hope u’d learn something from it.. :p kasi.. yan ung mga natutunan ko… :p at I share ko xa sa inyo.. :p

treasure what you have.. :p – tama yung saying.. "you don’t know what you got, till it’s gone..".. minsan.. di na natin na-aapreciate kung ano bang meron tau.. we tend to take things for granted.. kasi we are so confident na nandyan sila parati.. pero, sori.. mawawala at mawawala din yan sa’yo.. :c kaya hngga’t nasa iyo pa… alagaan mo.. mahalin mo.. hwag mo hintayin ung araw na, mawala na sya sa’yo.. kasi huli na ang lahat.. para alagaan sya… :c at pag nawala sya sa’yo, naisin mo man xang bawiin.. la ka rin naman magagawa kung ayaw nya.. kaya ang magagawa mo n lng is matutunang mabuhay ng wala xa… :c kaya.. wag mo ng paabutin sa ganun… alagaan mo.. ingatan mo kung anong meron ka… J
be an open minded person – kasi mnsan, "makikitid" tlga ang utak natin… nakikita lng natin kung ano ung gusto natin makita… marinig ang gustong marinig.. at paniwalaan ang gustong paniwalaan.. wag ka msyado mag concentrate sa kung ano lng ang nakikita mo… kasi malay mo.. mali pala iyon.. hwag ka matakot alamin ung kabilang side..kasi baka mas lalo kang malinawan.. dba? Wag mag judge ng magjudge… mas madali mag decide pag alam mo yung parehong side…kasi kung paniniwalaan mo lng ang gustong paniwalaan.. baka lalo k lng maguluhan at walang masagot.. dba?

Learn how to read between the lines…. But not too much – naku, hindi sa laht ng pagkakataon.. lahat kailngn sabihin sa iyo, minsan kailngn mo lng tlga basahin kung ano b tlga pinapakita sa iyo… kasi minsan, di lng pala sila nagsasalita pero, may gusto na pala silang sabihin.. hwag mong gawin tanga ang sarili mo.. kailngn marunong ka rin bumasa ng mga nakikita mo.. di lahat ng pagkakataon may nagsasabi sa’yo.. pero, wag naman ung sobrang magbasa ng tao.. ung tipong junijudge mo na.. minsan kasi.. mali na pala yung nababasa natin.. sige pa rin tau ng sige.. at and ending.. makakasakit tayo ng tao… kung may napapansin ka.. at hindi ka naman sigurado sa nakikita mo.. hwag mong husgahan… tanugin mo sila… kasi baka, makasakit ka ng tao..

Communicate… :p – naku, dito ako sobrang sapul! :p hwag ka makontento sa kakabasa ng kakabasa ng tao.. kausapin mo.. kung may ayaw ka, sabihin mo.. dahil d nman manghuhula ung kagalit mo.. para mahulaan kung ano yung nararamdaman mo… magsalita ka.. sabihin mo kung ano yung ayaw mo.. la nman hindi nadadaan sa usap eh.. kausapin mo xa.. hwag kang ma kontento na hnggang titigan na lng kayo… :p kasi pag hindi ka minsan nagsasalita baka akalain nya na ayaw mo xang kasama… hwag mo rin idaan sa kilos pag galit ka… ano ung sinasabi ko…. Ung tipong tatarayan mo sya.. ng walang dahilan..[kasi.. hindi nya alam ang dahilan..] naku.. mas mahirap yun.. baka magalit din sya sau… mas malaking problema! Dba?
Ang saya noh… natutunan ko ito.. kung kelan wala na.. :p pero, at least dba.. may nakuha naman akong katuturan sa experience na iyon.. :p

regret is a part of learning – magsisi? .. mahirap yan.. parang ginigisa ka.. kasi sinasampal sa’yo lahat ng kasalanan mo.. at kung gaano kahalaga yung nawala sa’yo… yung tipong gusto mo ng bawiin lahat.. pero wala ka ng magawa… pero, ok na rin yun.. kasi at least may natutunan ka.. kasi, kung hindi ka ba nagsisi.. may matututunan ka ba? Wala rin dba.. kaya nga tayo pingare-"repent" ay para malaman natin ang mali at magbago.. :p kaya yun ganun.

Do something… - ito, syempre… di ka nman pwede forever na magsisi at umupo sa isang tabi.. dba? Do something.. magbago ka.. at hanapin mo yung mali sa sarili mo, at tamain mo.. ngayon, pag alam mo na.. unti unti mong baguhin.. hanapin mo ung sarili mo.. kung saan ka ba nagkamali.. kasi… kaya nga tayo nagre-"repent" ay para magbago.. :p naku, kung naisipan mo man na bumalik at balikan ang napabayaan mo… hindi madali yan.. kailngn mo munang siguraduhin ang sarili mo sa gusto mong gawin.. dahil.. baka masaktan mo ulit ang taong gusto mong balikan…

Help yourself.. – ayan.. kailngn mong tulungn ang sarili mo.. makabangon ulit.. it’s not the end of the world.. para tapusin ang pag-ikot ng buhay mo dahil dun.. gumawa ka ng paraan para matulungn ang sarili mo… kung ayaw mo ng maging malngkot… ay! Naku.. happiness is a choice… kung gusto mo maging masaya.. tulungan mo ang sarili mo… maging matalino ka.. kung tingin mo na may aasahan ka pa.. umasa ka.. pero, wag masyado.. pero, kung tingin mo naman ay wala na.. at binubulag mo lng ang sarili mo.. magising ka na.. baka.. kakahabol mo.. eh, may namimiss ka na pala na magandang bagay.. :p

Be patient… coz, TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS – sabi nga ni mariah carey.. "Love takes time, to heal when you’re hurtin’ so much".. be paient.. wag kang magmadali na makalimot.. kasi pag nagmadali ka.. naku.. pagiging "bitter" ang labas mo nyan.. at pangit yun.. ikaw lng din ang mahihirapan.. be open.. hayaan mo lng ang sarili mo… maghintay ka at mawawala din yan.. ok na rin ung slowly but surely..:p

Be brave.. face your problems.. – naku, kung binabalak mong taguan ang problema mo, pwes, goodluck na lng sa’yo.. kasi la naman kasi magandang dulot yan noh! Ang problema.. hindi natatakbuhan yan.. kasi kahit magtago ka.. susundan at susundan ka nyan… hindi rin yan natatabunan.. dahil kahit tabunan mo… mahuhukay pa rin yan.. ang result.. ganun din.. harapin mo sila.. wag kang matakot.. kasi pag natutunan mong harapin yan.. mas magiging strong ka.. :p at pagdating ng panahon.. tatawanan mo n lng yang nangyayari sa’yo.. :p hwag kang magpatalo sa problems.. :p

Everything happens for a reason – ayan.. I-take mo yung nangyari sa’yo as ganito, na may plano pang iba sa God para sa iyo.. :p na kasama yan sa plano nya.. at may rason kung bakit nangyari sa iyo ito.. :p kung down ka man ngyon, wag ka mawalan ng pag-asa.. di ka naman papabayaan ni God.. xmpre, pag down ka.. there’s no way to go but up.. :p kaya ayun… ok lng yan.. :p trust God.. :p

Haai.. ayan.. those were my learned lessons.. :p konti pa nga lng yun eh.. :p bsta, may na share ako sa inyo.. :p to be honest, I still don’t have the right to say all of these things kasi I’m still not totally over sa nagyari sa akin.. but I’m proud to say, na ok na ako.. :p natanggap ko na rin ung mga things na dapat kong tanggapin.. :p God helped me to accept the things that I cannot change.. :p as for now, time can only tell what’s really in the future.. :p haai, I’m still young I can still do a lot of things.. these problems won’t hinder me to do the things that’s going to make me happy.. :p life is short.. that’s why I have to enjoy it.. :p I trust God.. :p and whatever He has planned for me.. :p haai..

"KUNG KAYO TALAGA, KAYO… KUNG HINDE… HINDE.."

sabi nga ng isang friend ko… forever quote nya to eh.. :p

"WHAT’S MEANT TO BE WILL FIND A WAY"

kaya… wag ka mag-alala… di pa katapusan ng mundo noh… :p marami pa dyan.. :p pangit ang parating malungkot…. Di mo nakikita ng maganda ang mundo.. :p kung may nawala man sa buhay mo, ok lng yan.. :p im sure… may darating na bago.. :p move on… :p

My MeMorable SuMmer... :p thank you guys

2005-05-28T01:55:00.000-07:00

A memorable summer… :p

Haai, this summer.. it’s going to be a memorable one.. :p xmpre, second dun sa summer nung COLT.. :p bakit? Ewan.. kasi yung summer na pinka marami akong natutunan.. :p and nakilala ko ung sarili ko… kung gaano kalakas ang powers ko.. :p ahihi.. :p
ayun, for the past month.. I’ve been busy.. dealing with a lot of things.. :p pagod na nga ata utak ko kakaisip eh.. :p and ung katawan ko.. :p pero, at least… may natutunan ako.. :p and I would like to share them to you.. :p para may makuha din kayo..:p

summer job at my tita’s clinic..[I was her temporary secretary.. kasi, ung secretary nya.. nanganak..]..hih.:p pedia kasi ung tita ko… hahaha.. :p kaya I was dealing with kids.. and gad! It’s not easy to handle kids! :p haha.. :p it really tested my patience.. :p haha.. :p I learned.. earning money is hard!!! Very very hard! :p ahaha.. :p you have to do some sacrifices… like… not going to the mall with your friends… [ahem! And you call that sacrifice?! Yup..! for me, it is! :p] and sitting on a table.. with no one to talk to.. [dang! Ang hirap nun! :p]… garrrrr… :p pero, masaya naman xa kahit papanu.. :p specially, ung feeling of getting ur first paycheck.. :p Ah! Ang sarap ng feeling! Ahahaha.. :p kaso, ang hirap gastusin… ganun pala yun noh… pag pinag hirapan mo yung pera.. ang hirap gastusin.. :p now, i understand what my parents feel.. when I’m asking them to give me money… [kaya pala sila, nagrereklamo.. :p] from my experience of having my own job… I learned the value of money… :p at kung gaano xa kahirap kitain.. haaai… specially, nowadays… mahirap tlga ang buhay.. :p haai… hihii.. :p kaso, di ko rin xa natapos.. kasi kinailngn ako sa haus ng lola ko… kaya maaga ko rin iniwan ung job ko dun.. :p

my stay at my lola’s house.. ayun. One morning, I received a phone call from my tita.. she needs me there daw.. :p I said.. okay.. :p kasi every summer.. dun naman tlga kmi[me and my cuzins] nagsstay.. :p pag dating ko dun… nagulat ako.. kasi halos lahat kming magpipinsan nandun… nagtaka ako kung bakit sila andun… before ko pa tanungin kung bakit kmi andun, they told us the news… "may sakit si grandma.." we thought na it was just sakit.. as in like sipon at ubo.. blah… blah… but it was not… it was somethin serious.. :c kaya pala gusto nila kmi dun… para may kasama ung lola ko.. para di sya malungkot.. para daw may nag eentertain sa knya.. tears almost fell from my eyes… kasi.. bakit ganun?! Pero, naicip ko.. I have to be strong for her.. kung sya nga.. d xa natatakot… but still.. I was sad… sad… :c sabi ni mama.. "wag ka malungkot.. kaya ka nga nandito para alagaan at pasayahin si lola mo… tpos, malungkot ka.. pasayahin mo n lng xa.." sabi ko n lng.. "opo.." yun.. inalagaan namin sya… we wud prepare breakfast for her.. :p [xmpre, si ate lou yung naglluto.. :p kami lng yun nagaahin.. :p] cnasamahn nmin sya kumain.. tpos, nagwawater ng plants.. :p lola ko kasi.. she likes plants.. kaya ayun.. may garden sya sa haus niya.. full of flowers.. :p ang ganda nila.. :p sya lng nagalaga nun.. d nya pina hahawakan sa iba… kahit sa mga katulong.. :p kaya natuwa ako.. :p sa stay ko sa haus ng lola ko… masaya.. :p kc I got the chance to have bonding sessions with my cuzins ang titas.. :p sabi ko nga.. iba tlga pag family mo yung kasama mo.. :p at home ka tlga.. :p marami akong natutunan about sa kanila.. and close na kmi ngyon.. :p mga jokes namin na corny.. :p [sa kanila ko nakuha ung dwende joke koh.. :p] hahahaha.. :p kaya.. I learned na.. u have to cherish your family.. and every moment you spend with them.. :p haaai.. :p

missin’ my mom and dad.. haai.. kasi, d sila kasama sa haus ng lola ko.. :p [xmpre, dun sila sa bahay namin..:p] ayun.. I realized.. mahirap pag wala sila.. :c nakakamiss! SOBRA.. :c I make it a point that I wud call my mom 3x a day.. :p la ako care khit makulitan nya ung mga tao sa office nya sa akin.. :p dad ko naman.. I wud txt him.. :p haai.. it’s hard when ur not wit your parents.. kaya… ayun.. love them ah?! :p

Family… ayun.. alam nyo… if ur lookin for someone or people na magaling mag advice.. who really knows you well… I suggest.. mag share kayo khit kanino sa family nio… trust me… may matututunan kayo.. :p kasi ako, ganun ung ginawa ko.. :p hihii.. :p xmpre… ako.. tinatakbuhan ko.. mommy ko..:p pramis.. :p wag kayo matakot sabihin sa knila.. maiintindihan nila yan.. :p sila rin ang magiging pinaka LOYAL niong kakampi.. :p haha.. :p proven and tested ko na yan.. :p pero, xmpre.. since I’m not living with my mom ryt now… kailngn ko ng proxy.. :p thank GOD.. my cuzins and titas were there! :p haha.. :p syempre, I shared to them all my thoughts and kagagahans.. :p hahaha.. :p love problems.. kc.. sila may experience na… ako wala pa.. marami akong nakuha sa knila… may "bitter" na ewan na advice.. may "paloko-loko" and may maayos tlga as in ung tagos tlga.. may mga days pa nga na kinukulit ko na sila.. :p sinasagot nila sa akin.. "ano ba?! Hnggng ngayon pa rin ba… sya pa rin?!"… o kaya "naku, kung xa lng yan.. wag na!" hihii.. :p pero, khit ganun.. nakikinig pa rin naman sila.. :p na-apprecitae ko tlga ung mga advices nila… sobra.. :p kasi, yun.. those advices helped me kung ano na ako ngayon.. :p thank you tlga! :p

Friends.. syempre, kung may family.. may friends din.. :p at masasabi ko na lucky ako kasi may mga friends ako na sobrang maaasahan sa lahat ng oras.. :p
number one sa listahan ko si ritz… :p
[ritz… basahin mo ito.. para sa iyo toh!!!!!! :p]
sobrang… andyan sya! As in…!:p [khit alam kong nakukulitan na ung mga tao sa bahay nila pag tinatawagan ko sya…] hihi. :p di ako iniwan sa ere nito.. kahit na minsan.. nagkakasagutan na kmi… ok parin.. :p noh ritz? :p I owe a lot to this girl! Sya ung taong tlgang nandyan…. :p kahit na pareho kming maingay nyan… kahit na pareho kming kalog.. may pagkakaiba din kmi niyan.. :p [sa type na lalaki.. :p] haha.. :p ok lng.. kaya nga kmi CLICK nyan eh.. :p ever since tlga xa na yung pinaka may kilala sa akin.. :p sya yung taong unang tinatakbuhan ko pag mayproblema ako.. :p sabi nga ng tita ko.. "ung ritz ba, bestfriend mo?" [kasi pati sa knya nakkwento ko si ritz.. :p] sabi ko.. "marami akong bestfriends.. :p" sabi ng tita ko.. "hindi… ung pinkabest sa lahat?" sabi ko.. "ewan ko" :p kasi dati rin.. sa skul.. tinatanung or ang alam ng mga tao xa ung bestfriend ko… :p kasi nga sobrang close daw namin.. :p pero, ewan kasi natakot na akong magkabestfriend.. :c kasi nag ka-trauma na ako dun… ung tao na pinagkakatiwalaan mo.. ilalaglag ka.. :c kaya natakot na uli ako magtiwala.. kaya kung pansin nio.. lahat ng probs ko.. alam lhat ng friends ko.. :p kaya ganun.. :p pero, naicip ko………c ritz.. napagkatiwalaan ko.. :p siguro, natuto na akong magtiwala ulit.. :p "oo nga.. c ritz nga siguro ung bestest friend ko.." kasi sa lahat ng bestfriends.. sya ung pinkabest.. :p haaai… ritz.. khit alam kong.. may bestfriend ka na… [ahem..ahem… cnu kaya iyun.. ?!:p] haha.. :p I still consider you.. my bestest friend.. :p awww… :p tnx for everything.. :p lab yu shrimp! :p
xmpre.. may ibang friends din akong gustong pasalamatan.. :p
c twin ko.. :p [nn.. :p] at jerald.. :p haha!! :p GSD original.. :p [may nang gagaya kasi eh.. :p] ayan.. pati yan c twin, never akong iniwan nyan.. d rin ako iniwan sa ere.. :p naalala ko pa yun dati… khit na minsan mali ako.. knakampihan pa rin ako nyan… oo lng sya ng oo.. :p sarap kasama kasi tumatawa sya sa mga hirit ko.. :p tnx sa advices at pakikinig… :p c jerald naku… isa toh sa mga sabihin na natin… nagpagalit sa akin… or I shud say.. pinagalitan ako… bsta noon yun.. :p haha.. :p ito, c jerald.. mejo MIA na xa.. [missing in action.. :p] kasi.. in lab.. at naiintindhan ko naman iyon.. :p haha.. :p bsta silang dalawa ni nn.. :p kakaiba.. :p seatmates kasi kmi.. :p dati.. pag may problema ako… [kasi araw-araw, yun at yun lng din ung problema ko… :p] khit nakukulitan na sila sa akin… sasabihin nila "okay" tpos makikinig na.. :p tnx.. lab yu both! :p sobra!!! :p hahaha.. :p
nandyan din xempre.. c jurmane.. naku… lecture ko ito! Haha.. :p tnx kc madami ka tlgang sense na nilagay sa utak ko… :p
kei.. naku, thnk u din dito.. :p kc nung kailngn ko ng karamay… nandyan xa.. :p nakikinig.. :p and thnks. Kc khit papano.. nababalik na natin ung dati.. :p and I’m happy about dun.. :p ingat.. :p ganda friend.. :p
SA LAHAT NG MGA TAONG TUMULONG SA AKIN… :p hahahahahahahahha.. :p
Lahat kayo.. thankyou!!! :p service!! à lalo na kayo! Salamat..:p tinay! -> my hero!! :p
Bsta… ang dami nila noh? :p mahal ko lhat ng friends ko.. :p thks,, :p mdrama ba?! I don’t care.. :p mahal ko cla eh! :p take ur experiences as lessons in life.. :p kc cla nga ung best teachers dba? :p

oh.. dear.. :p I'm Back! :p Missed me? :p

2005-05-27T21:30:00.000-07:00

Im back!!! Missed me? Well, I hope you did.. :p haai.. at last nakapag net na din ako..:p nagyon lng kasi me ulit nagka chance mag net.. :p (thanks a lot to chloe.. kc he brought his laptop with him.. kaya ayun… ) pero, bago ko nahiram yung laptop nya… kumanta pa ako ng "yeye bonel".. :p pinag33pan kasi nya ako.. :p well, okay.. enough about chloe.. :p haai…. Madami na kayong n na-miss sa buhay ko… hmmm…..

San ba ako magsisimula?!

Ahhh…. Hihii… may nabalitaan ako… bsta… nandto na pala sya. Oo. Sya. Dumating na pala sya.
Sa totoo lng, nagulat ako. At nalungkot.
Nagulat ako. Kasi. Ewan ko ba. Matagal na kasi akong di nakakarinig ng balita sa kanya. Ayun.. nasanay na kasi ako na wala na xa. Yung tipong wala na akong balita. Yung parang alien na xa sa mundo ko. Di ko tlga inaasahan na makakarinig pa ako ng balita sa kanya. Hanggang sa…….

Isang araw…
KRING! KRING!
Cam: hello! Pwede po ba makausap si ritz?
Ritz: o cam… musta?
Dadadadadad..
Daddaddadda…
Ritz: oo nga pala, nakita ni betsy c sa la salle nageenroll… :p
Cam: (natigilan. Tipong loading) 1..2…3..4..5… oh?
Ritz: oo! Tumaba daw.. pero, d na nila mxado nakausap…
Nag change na kmi ng topic…
Dadadadaddada…
Dadaddadadada…
Cam: cge bye na!
Ritz: Bye!

Ewan ko ba….. hanggang sa pagbaba ko ng telepono.. yun parin ung iniicp ko…
Nandito na sya? Ay.. nandito na pala sya. Bakit di xa nagpaparamdam sa akin?
Sinabi ko na lng sa sarili ko… tange! Bakit naman magpaparamdam sa’yo yun?? Cno ka ba?
Ayun… nagicing ako panandalian… hahaha.. :p matagal tagal nanaman akong nakalimot.. at di ko na sya iniicip.. hnggang sa nasanay na ako na ganun… na wala na.. tpos, naku… ang mga balita tlga oh.. bigla na lng dumarating..

Isang araw ulit.. :p

KRING! KRING!
Cam: Hello! Nandyan po ba c ritz?
Ritz: oh cam! Hi!
Cam: musta? Xet di pa ako nakakapag friendster…!!
Ritz: nag "ym" ako knina… maraming tao.. nandun xa..
Cam: (ngayon, d na ako natigilan… parang wala na lng.. ) tpos? Ano sabi?
Ritz: na ayun.. movin on na rin pala xa…
Cam: ahhh.. oo naman noh.. dapat naman tlga yun… :p
Dadadadada….. dadaddada…
Cam: bye!
Ritz: bye na rin!

Tpos, nung bye na yun… nalungkot ako… kasi.. tlgang wala na nga tlga… na steady.. hnggang sa nakausap ko yung tita ko…. Naku! Savior ko tlga yung tita ko!!! :p
Nagkita kmi pagkatpos ko samahan ung lola ko.. nagfood trip kami.. then ayun..

Tita bheng: oh, anong balita?
Cam: ayun.. ganun pa rin… ui, bakit ganun..?
Tita B: wag mong sabihin xa nanaman ang problema mo?! (sabay taas ng Kilay!)
Cam: oo eh.. bakit ako malungkot???
Tpos.. ayung kinuwento ko na yung cnabi ni ritz…
Tita B: ohh… anong problema dun? Akala ko ba ok na.. tanggap mo na.. wala na nga tlga.. ?
Cam: oo nga… pero, xempre.. iba pa rin ung confirmed na..
Tita B: pareho lng yun… baliw! =p iniba mo pa.. dati, ikaw naghahanap ka ng sagot.. ngayon na nandyan na.. praning ka pa rin! Ano ba problema mo? =p
Cam: cguro nga nagulat lng ako…
Tita B: wag mo ng isipin yan… xempre, kailngn din mag move on nung tao noh… dba ka ba natutuwa kasi khit papano.. tinutulungan nya ung sarili nya mag move on? Mahirap nga tanggapin.. pero, kailngn.. kung baga.. yun ang kailngn mong gawin.. :p dun naman sa ayaw ka nyang maalala.. respect his decision.. hayaan mo xa… ngayon kung ayaw niya… ok cge.. edi ayaw.. hintayin mo yung araw na handa na sya na maging friends kayo… dba? TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS.. kahit nga ikaw eh.. alam kong d ka pa ready na maging super close kayo.. tama ba ako? Ngayon.. wag mo na xa isipin.. okay? Tiganan mo, one day.. magugulat ka na lng.. isang araw magkikita kayo.. tapos parang walang nangyari.. :p tama na yan… okai?
Cam: okai.. :p tanx.. :p

Haai.. actually, hindi yan yung exact words ng tita ko.. kaso, baka pag cnabi ko.. naku! [General patronage ang blog ko! :p] medyo, taklesa kasi yang tita ko.. :p ahihii.. :phar har.. pero, khit ganun yun.. marami din akong natutunan sa kanya.. :p hahaha.. :p o dba.. I hope may nakuha din kayong sense sa sinabi nya.. :p hahahahahahahhhahaha.. :p

2005-04-13T17:40:00.000-07:00

isn't HE cute.. or what??ü pooh pooh pooh!!!Üü cutie... ü awww... Ü foohh ber!Ü hhahaha!ü

TOWN TIME!!!ü --> agen?!

2005-04-12T12:10:00.000-07:00

YYYYAAAAHHHHHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!üüÜÜüÜ
im goin to town tommorow...!!ü [agen?!] oh gee... at least, im not going to be stuck at home..ü ahah..ü i'll be with my "triangle" friends..ü namely.. [deedee,ate mara..ü] ahahü excited ako!ü khit lalabas na chaperon lng ako!ü yep.. chaperon!Üü this is what i hate about being single... uuuggg!!! haha!!ü har har!ü but.. it's oki.. for ate mara and didi naman eh!ü ahihi..ü

2005-04-12T07:22:00.000-07:00

FuLL House!!!ü im addicted to it tlga!!ü ahh!! baduy na kung baduy! ehh.. sa MAGANDA eh!Ü hihi.ü LUIGI!!ü

2005-04-12T07:11:00.000-07:00

haha..ü GSD..ü and we are feelin' BLUE!üÜ haha..ü owww... i just miss GSD.. sooo MUCH!!Üü my gosh..ü jd.. nn.. miss ko na keo!ü

2005-04-12T06:45:00.000-07:00

haha..ü black and white..ü

2005-04-11T16:13:00.000-07:00

Hahaha!!!üÜ Thanks to Kat, may kanta na rin ako!ü ahihi…ü I miss you kat!ü I miss na din barkada ko…ü haai…bsta…ü ayun..ü

"Stay"

you say i only hear what i want to.

you say i talk so all the time so.

and i thought what i felt was simple,

and i thought that i don't belong,and now that i am leaving,

now i know that i did something wrong 'cause i missed you.yeah, i missed you.

and you say i only hear what i want to:

i don't listen hard,i don't pay attention to the distance that you're running or to anyone, anywhere,

i don't understand if you really care,i'm only hearing negative: no, no, no.

so i turned the radio on, i turned the radio up,and this woman was singing my song:

the lover's in love, and the other's run away,the lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.

some of us hover when we weep for the other who was dying since the day they were born.

well, this is not that:

i think that i'm throwing, but i'm thrown.

and i thought I'd live forever, but now i'm not so sure.you try to tell me that i'm clever,

but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you

.you said that i was naive,and i thought that i was strong.

i thought, "hey, i can leave, i can leave."

but now i know that i was wrong, 'cause i missed you.

you said, "you caught you 'cause you want me and one day you'll let me go."

"you try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just scared to lose.

and you say, "stay."

you say i only hear what i want to.

…… ahihi..ü service!!! See you lahat sa Punta Fuego!!!!üÜüüü hihihi..ü pinayagan na ako!ü [sa totoo lng.. matagal na!ü] ahihihi….üÜüÜ
miss ko na keo!ü

"Losing Faith..."

2005-04-11T15:20:00.000-07:00

Haai… yesterday.. I got the chance to browse over this site..ü[it was new to me..Ü] the site was all about.. LOVE STORIES.. [grabe!!….]-- > www.peyups.com ..Üü actually, it was kei who informed me about this site..ü she asked me to read a story..ü [na.. she can relate to it daw…ü] so, I did.ü ayun.. naaliw ako!üÜ marami pa pala dun..ü after the long search for a story that I can relate to.. sa wakas! Meron din… it was entitled LOSING FAITH… hahaha…ü astig xa.. ü ayun.. ü
Ayan.. ipo-post ko xa… dun sa nagsulat.. don’t worry.. sinama ko yung name mo.. ü may copyright yan!ü basahin nyo..ü baka maka-relate din kau..ü

NOTE: kei… para sa atin ito… ü hihi..ü [N*GR* -- > getz mo?ü]

Love Stories : Losing FaithContributed by garnet_fire (Edited by mananalaysay)

Monday, January 24, 2005 @ 12:01:15 AMPrint Send

It’s over. Finally, I can breathe. I can have a life again, something apart from always trying to be there for you. I can stop trying to understand, trying to make you see that we can work through this, that our love is worth fighting for. All the uncertainty, all the confusion, all the pain of not knowing where I went wrong, is finally over.
D*mn you for putting me through all that. D*mn you for taking my belief in love, my belief in forever, my belief in you, and handing them back to me broken, saying you can’t deal with them anymore. You will never know how much you hurt me by just giving up, you will never know how much you scared me from loving as much as I loved you ever again.

I did not deserve to be hurt that way. And you didn’t deserve my trust.
So much wasted emotion. I had so much more tenderness to give, I could have stayed with you longer, but you didn’t think it would be worth our while. I know you still love me, as I know that you were too d*mned scared to be vulnerable. And I was stupid enough to hope I can help you conquer that fear, or live with it, so that you can take the risk of letting me into your heart. Not anymore. You would rather hurt me than let down your guard.

I loved you. Honestly, bravely, intensely I loved you. But it wasn’t enough.
I hate the fact that we could have saved us, but we didn’t. We simply gave up something rare, something that doesn’t come along everyday. I hate the emptiness. I hate the regrets.
But the worst thing about all this is the simple, stupid, pathetic truth that I miss you. I miss you. I knew losing you would be painful, but pain, I can deal with. I can cope with the sharp, intense rush of emotion that cuts like a knife, but is relieved somehow by tears and is dulled by the passage of time. What I didn’t expect was the sadness – the steady, lingering hurt that comes with the realization that you will never again look at me as if I’m precious, special, and infinitely cherished, you will never again call me “garnet ko” with the tender amazement that I really am yours. It’s the constant heaviness that haunts me and makes me wonder if I’ll ever be whole again without you, of if I’ll always mourn the part of me that died with our love. I miss you. And I’m to be totally honest with myself, I’ll have to admit that I’d do anything, give everything even go through all the confusion again, just to find a way for you to keep believing in us. But there’s no chance of that.

Some goodbyes are final. I have a feeling this one is.

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Haaai… ayan.. ang ganda noh?ü na-steady ako nung nabasa ko yan. Galing kaya..ü na-bilib ako sa mga writers ng site na ito..ü ung mga writers.. they are from UP!ü im sure, alam nio na.. bkit ganun cla kagaling!!ü ahihihi…Üü hihi..ü

~seTtings~ ...ü

2005-04-11T11:27:00.000-07:00

HeLLo!!!Ü ayun...Ü ok na po ung settings ko!Ü ung d mga taga-blospot... u can make ur comments na!ü naku, na-adik na aku dito...Üü ahihi..ü sabi sa inyeo... madaldal ako...üÜ ahhihi...ü cge..ü miss ko na keo... ---- > batchmates kow...ü mishu!!!!ü

yummy...ü

2005-04-10T20:15:00.000-07:00

TiMe To CooK!üÜ
Haha..ü I prepared lunch for my family today.ü the dish was quail eggs menudo.. well, its not like the traditional menudo..ü coz, I didn’t use meat..ü [para naman iba..üÜ] I used, quail eggs and hotdogü haha..ü I had fun cooking!ü I chopped the veggies and the hotdog..üÜhaa!!Ü actually, while I was cooking… my mom was right there beside me…ü she got scared.. that maybe our family would end up eating just the quail eggs..ü [sama noh?!ü] but.. that’s okay.ü ryt?ü hihi..ü hahaha!ü uhmm.. where I got the recipe? .. honestly, sa kitchenomics!!ü kc, one time, I got to watch that!ü natuwa ako! Kc infairness.. mukha xang masarap..ü ayun!ü …. While cooking, I was online.!ü [ka tuwa kc!ü] nasa ym ako that tym..ü hihi..ü my status was.. “juz mssge me!ü im busy cooking..ü” --> [ang yabang noh?!ü] ahhihi..ü ayun…ü then, c twin.. minessage ako..ü she said “cooking ah!” hahaha!!ü ohh gee..ü after nun, tinawag nila ako.. kasi daw.. kakain na kmi..ü kinabahan ako nun!ü tpos, ayun..kinain na nila..ü haha!ü na-sarapan naman daw sila!ü hahahahahhaha!!!!!!!üüüüüü yeah!Ü
O dba.. may future na ako…… ----- > chef!Ü ahahahhahhahha!ÜJoke joke joke joke joke joke joke joke joke joke joke jo

aray

2005-04-08T22:17:00.000-07:00

After my exciting and happy afternoon yesterday.....
here I am.. sitting in front of my computer.. obviously.. bored. haai.. wish ko lang... na sana.. araw-araw pwede mag town..üÜ ewan ko ba.. nakaka-bore kc sa haus... na-steady kasi ako..ü eh.. ayaw ko nun... ü
For some people... they would think that I'm okay.. and i have already moved on. but.. honestly... kung alam nio lang!!!!:( aaaiii... ewn.. :c

haha..ü ayoko lng isipin mxado ang problema ko.. ayoko na kasing umasa..at maging malungkot.. kasi alam ko naman na... wala na akong dapat asahan pa.. naku... alam mo yung feeling na... nag-aalangan ka na maghintay... kc baka.. wala nman mangyayari.. ??? haai... parang.. naghihintay ka ng bus sa jeepney stop... malabo ba?.. ganyan kasi ako ngyon... malabo..... haha.. ayun... medyo matagal din na tanggapin na wala na nga... haai.. naka-stick na yun sa utak ko.. =/ alam kong masakit.. pero, ayun eh.. yun ang totoo. haai.. =/ ahh.. naging ok ako nun... hanggan sa makausap ko c ritz... yes..!=p xa po!Ü naku.. nagulo ng friendshipo ko ang ulo ko... =/ haha!ü bahala na... matigas tlga ung ulo ko eh..ü kasi.. bsta.. d nyo nmn ako masisisi eh... ayoko na kasi alam mo yun... umasa sa wala... :c natatakot ako. =/ sana kung may pinanghahawakan ako eh...gagawin ko lahat para kayanin ko... kaso.. wala eh...sabi nga ni joe.. [joe d' mango.. o, dba.. close kmi!ü] don't fight him.. but instead.. fight for him.. eh... sabi nman ng o-town.. [close din kmi noh!ü] "i want to fight for you... but how can i fight for someone who is not even there..."..dba? panu mo namn ipaglalaban yung tao.. eh.. ayaw naman niya na ipaglaban mo xa... ewan ko ba.. =/ ... but... la na akong magawa... d ko na pwede ibalik lahat sa dati.. =/ khit magsisi ako buong buhay ko.. la ng magagawa yun.. =/ haaai... kailngn ko lng tlga tanggapin lahat... na ganun nga tlga... =/ sabi nga ni whitney[close din kmi..ü] "all at once, i finally took a moment and i'm realizing that.. you're not comin back...and it finally hit me.. all at once.. " naku... ang drama ko nah... :c ahh bsta!.... "i've proven it's TRUE... i'm Still in-love with you..." ayun.. ayoko na... tama na.. malulungkot nanaman ako... pero, sabihin na ninyo na SELFISH ako... all i wanted lng naman was to feel loved and appreciated.. :c yung maramdaman ko naman na kailangan din ako... hindi yung parang nakiki-singit lng.. nakikisawsaw... [luv.. :c --> para 2 sa mga nakaka-relate.. :c] nag-try nman akong mag-reach out.. kaso, ayaw mo naman na mag reach out sa akin.. d ko alam kung ako ba yung mali.. o sadyang.. ayaw mo na sa kin.. noon pa. :c may kasabihan nga... "pag gusto, maraming paraan.. kung ayaw.. maraming dahilan..".. i get it! d ako tanga.. kaya ako lumayo... kasi..alam kong d mo na ako kailangan.. [nakikita ko yun sa mga mata mo.. at sa kilos mo..] ang masakit lng... tanggapin.. na totoo lahat ng nakikita ko.. :c at nung lumayo ako.. sinampal ako ng lahat ng yun.. :c haai... pero.. e2.. matigas pa rin ung ulo ko... ewan ko ba.=/ bsta.. alam kong may mali din ako.. at marami din yun.. =/ haai.. wala ka kasing sinasabi sa akin... d ako manghuhula para malamn lahat yun..... sobra nga tlgang nasaktan kita... haai... SoRi... :c akala ko kasi.. mapapansin mo na kung ano ba tlga ang gusto kong sabihin.. kaso, hinayaan mo lng.. d naman kita masisisi... ewan.. =/ ayaw mo na nga tlga cguro... =/ madaling sabihin na handa akong bumalik.. kaso, may babalikan pa ba ako?! wala na... dba? haai..

huuwwwaatttaaa hhaappyy day!!!ü

2005-04-07T23:59:00.000-07:00

GOLDILOCKSES AND THE BEAR!üÜ

after the long brainstorming.. (sa ym..Ü) haha!:) sa wakas! may pangalan na kmi..ü

ang cute noh? mas marami yung goldilocks.. kesa dun sa bear!! ü ahahaha!!Ü

TODAY..

jurmi,nn and i.. went to atc.. ü(the old name of town center..ü) this was a long planned gimmick..ü na hindi mabigyan-bigyan ng date!Ü at nung nabigyan, natuwa ako!Ü na excite!!Ü coz, this was the first time that we'd go out together..Üü haha!!ü sabay kming 3 nagpunta ng town..üÜ [khit ang tagal ni mane.. kc nilakad niya cmula haus niya hnggn kela twin!Üü]nag commute kmi!Ü yep! u read that right!ü haha!Ü marunong mag commute c jurmane!Üü haha.. Ü ayun.. nagpunta na kmi ng standard..ü and we had to cross the street!ü as the usuall, c twin.. shouting.. "baka masagasaan tau!"..üÜ i'm already used to that..ü noh twin?!ÜüÜ yun.. nasa town na kmi... we kept on asking.. "san tau pupunta?" haha!!!ü we decided to watch a movie!Ü HIDE and SEEK!ü oww.. dear.. la akong naintindihan dun.. hihi..ü it gave me an idea 2loy.. na that movie was for the smart people ..Ü hahaha!!Ü but, gladly.. even jurmane.. didn't understand the movie!Ü *what a relief!Ü* after that... we went to seattle's.. Üü [oww.. i forgot.. i had this "chocking" incident inside the movie haus!Ü) it made jurmi and nn burst into laughter.. Ü and we ended being the noisiest peepz inside the movie haus!Ü some were already lookin' at us.. coz that was supposed to be a horror movie.. pero, 2matawa kmi!Ü maraming nalabuan sa amin!Ü eeehhh!! kahit n, MASAYA naman!ü back to seattle's... hahaha!!Ü ang layo ng segway ko noh??ÜÜ har har1!!Ü ayun.. there.. we talked.. Ü khit c twin lng yung bumili!ü kwentuhan..Üü about our lovelife..Ü [teka, meron nga ba?!üalam ko c twin lng meron eh... yung akin.. love lang.. walang life .. PINATAY na yung akin eh.. hehe.. ü] joke..ü ooohhhh the famous pantene commercial..ü "I want to tell her.. I LOVE HER.. but she's my..... " hahaha..ü --> teddy.. naalala mo yung ito?ü that's okay mane!ü haha..ü oh gee..ü bsta.. i had fun today!!!ü sana maulit tlga!!ü haai..ü kung pwede nga lng mag-town araw-araw..ü noh twin?ü tama c twin... lucky kming 3.. kasi we have each other..ü masaya ako... kasi my twin ako!!ü at xmpre.. mr. bear!!ü ayun.. ayy!!! nakalimutan ko... nakita nmin c soulmate sa town.. ü khit hindi na niya kmi naalala..ü hihi.. ü pero.. pagod na ako.. ü time to slip..ü nyt..ü

pipol who are very dear to me.. Ü

2005-04-07T23:57:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY TWIN AND MR. BEAR!Ü
it's not everyday.. that you'll get a chance to meet friends who are TRUE to you and that will always be there for you when you need them.. always there to laugh at your corniest jokes..Ü and of course, to listen to all your kadramahans.Ü

oh gee.. as for me, all i can say is.. "may twin at mr.. bear ako!"Ü haha.. :) yep.. it's true.. they were both beside me, when i needed a shoulder to cry unto.. and friends who would gladly listen to my never ending corny jokes.. Ü I'm thankful that God gave me such wonderful friends!Ü ***awww.. :(***

I LOVE MY FRIENDS.. Ü

thnks for oweiz being there..Ü

blog.. blogy.. blog.

2005-04-07T22:48:00.000-07:00

*ahem ahem*

hi! this is my first blog entry.. =p

honestly, im really not into writing.. *i don't have the talent* hihi..ü

I think, it's beacuse when God decided to give man talents in writing,

i was busy.. -> SLEEPING!! too bad.. :( haha..ü and when i woke up.. He was already giving talents in TALKING... !! :) uhhh.. and that was all that i got..ü hihi.. ü

uhmm.. so, if ur planning to read my blogs.. this serves as a WARNING!!!!ü haha!!ü

*************************just bear with my blogs..Ü****************************

you might ask, what has gone into my head and i made my own blog.. despite of the reason that im not a *writer*?!=p oh gee.. blame it on my friends.. mr. bear and my twin!ü (jurmane and nestia..Ü) haha!ü They forced me to make one.. for me to be able to write comments on their blogs!!ü. (isn't funny?!ü) now, since I LOVE (not luv..ü) them both.. and I find having my own blog is interesting, I'm here.. writing my own thoughts.. feelings and experiences..ü

so.. there.. im camgee..ü (but you can hide me by the name pretty..=p that is, if u like.. ü joke!ü)

as you browse into my blogs.. i just wish you'd learn something from my experiences and thoughts.. ü haha!ü and.. you'll get to know more about the real camgee.. the one that is hiding behind that "smiling" face...ü haha..ü join me.. as I learn more things about life.. ü haha.. ü *spare me the drama!! =p*

NOTE: if you have any comments, suggestions.. and VIOLENT reactions.. =p feel free to write it down.. ü hahahahahah!!!!ü ahr har hhar!!! :))